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Facing February; Question & Answer; Deprogramming Journal; Member Section–New Posts, New Excerpts

A Taste for You from the Violet Membership Section “Facing February” work that we are all doing: 

“Comment: I am catching up with the blog entries here.  I had a suspicion that the problem with my nearsightedness (which I think began some time in jr high or a bit before then) is my not wanting to “see” or address/confront something.  I’m starting to think it was myself I was turning a ‘blind eye’ to at the time.”

“Janet’s Reply: Did you read what I wrote about ‘suppressed’ vision?  This was an issue I had–Blind in one eye with one  eye open.  Talk about a Blind eye!! Amazing!”

And from Silver Membership: 

Question: “When I did the simultaneous existences exercise (from the Simultaneous Existences DVDs) and went through the violet tetrahedron wall I encountered large spider legs blocking me from going further. Spiders have been a past challenge for me. Because of the Deprogramming Journal I\’m glad to now understand that it\’s just a symbol of a guardian alter. Stewart or Janet, can you tell me how to get past this spider symbol/guardian alter if I see it next time I try the simultaneous existences exercise? I was in full protection and used the WWD and WWL combined archetype before I went into the exercise. If I see it again should I flush the spider with violet and brown X it, or is there something more? ”

Janet’s Reply:  ”Spiders also represent deceit in your life. If you are not getting through and you are asking your Oversoul for direction, then this means that you need to step back and take another look.  Programming is always built upon what is already within you.  You need to see where you are being deceived in life, by others as well as by yourself.  Once you have worked on this issue, then go back into the exercise to see what happens.  You can only deprogram “so fast” or you will throw your system out of balance.  You may need to slow down and get yourself in balance before your Oversoul will allow you to move on. ”

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Or, perhaps you want to read the ongoing “Deprogramming Journal–Code Blue: Unraveling A Male Monarch”

Here is an excerpt from the latest entry: 

“You’re the best, Stewart! Thanks for the advice and encouragement. I’m not a natural worrier so when that came up I decided to continue holding the energy in as always.

“How about pressing the perineum when ejaculating to keep it inside? Whenever I have needed a release (maybe every 3-4 weeks) I have been doing that as I was told by a yoga friend that this would minimize energy loss. Before I knew about the ‘saving energy for ritual’ from your consult the goal was to pool the energy to give the Kundalini the necessary thrust to pop again. Ever since that first Kundalini experience it has been an all consuming obsession to be able to control the Kundalini at will. Frankly, I have had no other life goals except that and wanted to exist mainly in another dimension.

“Male Monarch, present day:

“For over a decade, every time semen was accidentally released through unconscious nocturnal emissions I felt a variety of negative feelings and emotions. Paranoia, fear, extreme edginess and sensitivity, and that swollen-headed out of body, spacey feeling were all common. I also got into extra nasty fights with my wife (now ex) following semen loss. After a while, I subconsciously trained myself to ‘press’ the perineum without even touching it. I’d wake up just before ejaculating and contort my body as if getting a leg cramp and the valve would just close. I could keep it all in as long as I remained frozen in this position and did not move until the feeling was gone. If my ex was next to me I told her I had a Charlie Horse J

“I thought astral entities were projecting holograms of sexual scenarios into my dreams to get me to ejaculate so they could use the sexual energy for themselves. Were they?”

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9 Responses to Facing February; Question & Answer; Deprogramming Journal; Member Section–New Posts, New Excerpts

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    Rupert says:

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    Regarding the comment about spiders as guardian alters: I still have major issues with them but think some progress is being made. A friend suggested that I am willing to face my fear of spiders because I have moved to a part of the world that has both larger and a wider variety of spiders than where I’m originally from. The first week here, we encountered a very large tunnel web spider in the garage. This spider is endangered and not often seen. I totally freaked….’spiders like that are on the loose around here!’ I screeched :) But as Janet said, deprogramming must be done slowly……

    • janet says:

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      Be sure you use the experience to surpass your programming and not re-set it.

      • doris mielke says:

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        Hi— I finally got to the q & a page.Interesting reading. I have a problem with spiders also. I don’t think I can do all th things that you say to do. Maybe I started too late in the game. doris

        • janet says:

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          I don’t believe in chronological years–only soul years. Your soul exists in the Eternal Now. Which means you have all the time to do exactly what you need to do. You don’t have to do “everything.” Choose one or two things to do and just be sure to be as consistent as your life allows in doing them. :) We have clients in their 90s.

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    Rupert says:

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    Hi Janet, how would someone know if they surpassed or re-set? I get the feeling that quite a bit of re-setting has occurred during this often confusing and sometimes treacherous deprogramming process…..

    • janet says:

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      The only way you will truly know is when your triggers are triggered and you see how you react. However, if you know what those triggers are, get yourself centered, put the brown Merger archetype at the pineal, and then YOU put your triggers on top of that, merging in to see how you react. In this way you are proactively testing your own “trigger” reaction vs waiting for the outer world to set something in motion thus putting you in a reactive position.

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    Rupert says:

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    Today during a moment of amorous play I was inspired to put the spider at my pineal along with the brown merger. I didn’t receive any images but my partner insisted that I was sexually triggered and in my ‘little boy’ alter. I alternately called her ‘teacher’ and ‘mommy’.

    This is a consistent theme when aroused; older women authority figures like mothers, teachers, or police women come up.

    • janet says:

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      So the “spider” allowed you to pretend to deceive your partner. :)

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    Brian George says:

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    Hi,

    I have a somewhat different way of looking at and relating to spiders. As I understand it, these creatures are about 380 million years old–older than the dinosaurs. As an archtypal image that is found in many traditions, it is usually thought to be in some way central to the very existence of Time. Such archetypal forces are neither good nor bad, as such, but should rather be understood in terms of the aspect of Necessity. My sense is that, due to our own alienation from out origins, we tend to be out of touch with this aspect, and reflexively tend to see such archetypal forces as somehow being horrific. Because of this, the Powers That Be are able to make use of our fear and paranoia to turn us against the very forces that could illuminate and transform us. So, rather than being a gateway, an archtypal image such as The Spider is somehow turned into a stop sign.

    Here is a section from one of my essays–”The Gods Behind the Calendar”–that you might like:

    Does time in actuality pass, or is it only real to our perception as the participants in a story? Events must be laid out in a sequence so that everything does not occur at once. 260 days lead inexorably to 5,125 years, and then on to
    42,000,000 years, and beyond. We do not perceive the interdependent actions that give rise to one cycle as simultaneous. We would probably respond with fear to such a kaleidoscopic vision. The spider goddess, whom the Aztecs would name Toci, may even now rule from her mural at Tepantitla.

    The mother of creation was good at Teotihuacan, but bad at Texcoco. It would seem that the Aztec lords transplanted her evil twin as by accident. Perhaps she became addicted to industrial strength sacrifice. Prey to extremes of both ecstasy and boredom, a taste for new sensations darkened her once more generous nature. Were things different in the good old days before she taught the animals husbandry?

    Let us posit that the seers of Teotihuacan were the bureaucrats of a new transparent state, a post-literate meeting place where all past symbols could be disregarded as irrelevant. Perhaps the World Wide Web is not a modern invention after all. Pens in pocket, its creators follow back the threads of a hallucinated geometry, as a spider waits in the shadows.

    If we ignore Toci, it is not safe to assume that she will also ignore us. It may be in our best interest to learn the grammar of her language. The rules are few. They are difficult to follow but impossible to disobey. The web is wider than the macrocosm. No exit is left open.

    Always, it is important to feel joy. We must take possession of the logarithmic spiral of the Apocalypse, in order to craft useful vehicles from our fears. We must reconfigure the control loop of a-causal interactions.

    Can a secret be transmitted from the large mind of an omnivore to the small
    mind of her prey? Humanoids are the food of Toci. Forever young, she is the grandmother of the world. She is perhaps pleased to observe each stage of her victims’ maturation. Are we the uncooperative subjects of an experiment in sacrifice, the one she wove before the present Earth existed, whose present phase will end in 2012? Or in 968, or in 1519, or in1856, or in 2743, or in 37973—or on some other date as of yet to be determined.

    For always, it is a date that is somehow immanent, and yet obscure. It presents us with an ultimatum.

    Our hearts recoil at the touch of the flint knife, as we run from the ritual dismemberment of the timewave.

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