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Facing February; Question & Answer; Deprogramming Journal; Member Section–New Posts, New Excerpts
A Taste for You from the Violet Membership Section “Facing February” work that we are all doing:
“Comment: I am catching up with the blog entries here. I had a suspicion that the problem with my nearsightedness (which I think began some time in jr high or a bit before then) is my not wanting to “see” or address/confront something. I’m starting to think it was myself I was turning a ‘blind eye’ to at the time.”
“Janet’s Reply: Did you read what I wrote about ‘suppressed’ vision? This was an issue I had–Blind in one eye with one eye open. Talk about a Blind eye!! Amazing!”
And from Silver Membership:
Question: “When I did the simultaneous existences exercise (from the Simultaneous Existences DVDs) and went through the violet tetrahedron wall I encountered large spider legs blocking me from going further. Spiders have been a past challenge for me. Because of the Deprogramming Journal I\’m glad to now understand that it\’s just a symbol of a guardian alter. Stewart or Janet, can you tell me how to get past this spider symbol/guardian alter if I see it next time I try the simultaneous existences exercise? I was in full protection and used the WWD and WWL combined archetype before I went into the exercise. If I see it again should I flush the spider with violet and brown X it, or is there something more? ”
Janet’s Reply: ”Spiders also represent deceit in your life. If you are not getting through and you are asking your Oversoul for direction, then this means that you need to step back and take another look. Programming is always built upon what is already within you. You need to see where you are being deceived in life, by others as well as by yourself. Once you have worked on this issue, then go back into the exercise to see what happens. You can only deprogram “so fast” or you will throw your system out of balance. You may need to slow down and get yourself in balance before your Oversoul will allow you to move on. ”
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Or, perhaps you want to read the ongoing “Deprogramming Journal–Code Blue: Unraveling A Male Monarch”
Here is an excerpt from the latest entry:
“You’re the best, Stewart! Thanks for the advice and encouragement. I’m not a natural worrier so when that came up I decided to continue holding the energy in as always.
“How about pressing the perineum when ejaculating to keep it inside? Whenever I have needed a release (maybe every 3-4 weeks) I have been doing that as I was told by a yoga friend that this would minimize energy loss. Before I knew about the ‘saving energy for ritual’ from your consult the goal was to pool the energy to give the Kundalini the necessary thrust to pop again. Ever since that first Kundalini experience it has been an all consuming obsession to be able to control the Kundalini at will. Frankly, I have had no other life goals except that and wanted to exist mainly in another dimension.
“Male Monarch, present day:
“For over a decade, every time semen was accidentally released through unconscious nocturnal emissions I felt a variety of negative feelings and emotions. Paranoia, fear, extreme edginess and sensitivity, and that swollen-headed out of body, spacey feeling were all common. I also got into extra nasty fights with my wife (now ex) following semen loss. After a while, I subconsciously trained myself to ‘press’ the perineum without even touching it. I’d wake up just before ejaculating and contort my body as if getting a leg cramp and the valve would just close. I could keep it all in as long as I remained frozen in this position and did not move until the feeling was gone. If my ex was next to me I told her I had a Charlie Horse J
“I thought astral entities were projecting holograms of sexual scenarios into my dreams to get me to ejaculate so they could use the sexual energy for themselves. Were they?”
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