Many years ago, a young person said to me that his generation felt like they had no love, no money and no purpose.  Hence was born the title of one of our social media pages as well as another one of our attempts to help people.  We actually titled that social media page Love, Money […]

One year after my Mother passed away, I had a dream which I knew was from her.  It was of a tree in the shape of an oak with large pale orange leaves, all identical in the shape of spades. I knew the meaning of the dream—I would find something true about my family tree.  […]

During the tumultuous years with my dad, there was a lot of Light hidden in that Darkness.  In between the negativity he was loving, kind and appreciative.  This is why it took me so long to figure out how to deal with him.  Kiss me, Smack me programming.  Or maybe in this case Smack me, […]

Life with my dad was not easy; it was not at all what I had expected. He added the 3rd floor apartment about 12 years before he actually moved into it, in preparation for the time when he would live with us. He always stayed in it when he came to visit and told us […]

As Stewart has shared, this month has gotten off to a rough start. But the Light hidden in the Darkness is that once again, the untruths are being flushed out so that we can get deeper into Truth. Plus, today is the one year anniversary of the passing of my Dad. Yesterday was the incident […]

Outer constrictions and restrictions can bring the greatest inner expansion. As the Inbreath of the God-Mind pulls you into Self, you may feel like your movement in the outer world is greatly reduced.  Yet, this pulls you deeper within so that you can know your own inner Light that directly connects you to the One […]

Today, Fedex delivered a few parcels to my home.  The delivery person is a young woman with an attitude. She doesn’t smile, isn’t pleasant but isn’t rude. She efficiently performs her job.  My regular delivery person is a woman around 40 years old.  She is always pleasant and leaves a small dog biscuit for each […]

Sometimes, I think I must be lazy when I don’t want to take the dogs out when the weather is inclement.  Either it is too hot for them or it is too cold for me.  Then, I think about all the years that I farmed in all kinds of weather, sometimes 24/7 depending upon the […]

Happy New Year! This New Year is most likely going to be a year that crushes.  Most likely, the crushing will intensify before it lets up because the best that you are, is still locked up inside. You need to find out what that is. With all of your inner work, with all that you […]

These days, it seems that society programming/imprinting is for everyone to take everything personal.  Then, you can demand that the other person apologize which supposedly gives you back your power. Every day, in every way someone is in the news for apologizing for something that he/she did. Today I saw Prince William’s white godmother with […]

There is a reason why sharing anything makes you nervous.  This generally starts in childhood with your parents who do not care what you share or how you share. Or, it can start with peers at school, teachers and/or other persons who you view as authorities.  Not being validated in the outer world as a […]

When something directly affects you, everything feels very personal.  Someone made the comment about her ex not letting her son see her mother, his grandmother. She felt her ex was doing this to get back at her.  Most likely, this is the surface level interpretation.  However, when you try and try, pray and pray, work […]

Too many people take too many things too personally.  Everyone is still adjusting to the aftereffects of the plannedemic and all of its subsequent consequences.  Many people are still struggling from the financial fallout of being without work now coupled with rising prices and threats of impending shortages.  Relationships have been forever changed in the […]

I see a lot of stories these days about supposedly regular people who have given up their jobs for what they perceive as more lucrative opportunities that include some form of selling their body. Usually, they tell about the millions of dollars they are making online and the news stories highlight all their extravagant purchases. […]

Hopefully you have the Heights of Wealth book and are working on your mind-pattern so you always have exactly what you need. As we move into the Holiday season sometimes it is easy to wish for what you want and forget that you have exactly what you need.  Sometimes, you wish for more money not […]

One of your most challenging goals is to realize that not everyone thinks like you do. In fact, no one thinks exactly like you because each person is a unique cell of the God-Mind. God-Mind is multidimensional and therefore  thinks multidimensionally.  You may be on one trajectory of thought, but there are multidimensional thought trajectories. […]

Recently, Stewart was sent a computer file for a book called The Sovereign Kingdom of Manna which I noticed him reading on his computer. This sounded familiar so I looked it up online and sure enough I had looked at this website a few years ago:  https://kingdomofmanna.global/ Since neither one of us like to read […]

Part 1 I  hope you have the Alternative Medical Apocrypha and Heights of Health books.  Both of these are invaluable to helping you with your mental health, which directs your physical, spiritual and emotional health.  Our books are large and intense. I know you can’t read all of them at the pace you may read […]

September 30, 2022 “The virtue of angels is that they cannot deteriorate; their flaw is that they cannot improve. Man’s flaw is that he can deteriorate; and his virtue is that he can improve.” Jewish Proverb For as long as I can remember, I made a promise to my Self to not add to the degradation […]

September 26, 2022 The other issue that is easy to get caught up in is offering too much advice.  Too much advice overwhelms and causes people to shut down.  I have learned that most people cannot take in too much information at one time.  Even recently, I thought about buying a new bed for my […]

September 24, 2022 The road to hell is paved with good intentions. This article is about the proverb/aphorism. For the 2009 song by In Fear and Faith, see The Road to Hell Is Paved with Good Intentions (song). The road to hell is paved with good intentions is a proverb or aphorism. An alternative form is “Hell is full of good meanings, […]

September 22, 2022 Stewart always said to do what you need to do and not wait as you might not have the opportunity again. I have told you many times that he moves too fast for me and I move too slow for him.  Between the 2 of us things happen, but I like to […]

September 21, 2022 Interestingly, my nights have been quite strange since my return. I’m asleep as soon as my head touches the pillow and my dreams are filled with my Iceland adventures. I’m sleeping for longer periods of time –sometimes 6 hours without waking up. Sometimes the days feel like a mixture of dreams and […]

September 19, 2022 It is interesting how small the world can seem at times.  With the Internet, you can literally look around all over the world, sometimes in real time. I find this amazing.  I was thinking about  how it took me 3 years to go back to where I wanted to be.  This same […]

September 17&18, 2022 While I am definitely glad to be back home, I am definitely not excited about getting back to work.  The trip was absolutely magnificent.  We had beautiful weather, beautiful food and beautiful times with family and friends. Because the weather predictions were tenuous and can change very rapidly in the mountains, the […]

August 23, 2022 I was thinking about the term feeling emotionally full because when I feel emotionally overwhelmed I usually think of this is a negative way.  I feel so overwhelmed I feel like I cannot do or handle one more thing.  But, there are times when I have been positively emotionally overwhelmed that has […]

August 22, 2022 Last night I received a text from the woman who does the Russian cooking for me.  She and her family were going to the yogurt shop down the road and wanted to know if Stewart and I would join them. Stewart gets up early so he goes to bed early.  I like […]

August 21, 2022 Once again, in the car on the way to the supermarket the religious channel is still on. This time the pastor was talking about how people have faith in the outer world to take care of them but not in God.  He talked about how when the stock market crashes, people kill […]

August 20, 2022 Today was an interesting day.  With only a week before my travel departure I am working on the finer details of being gone.  I decided to start gathering clothes, which I haven’t been looking forward to doing.  The weather in Italy in the mountains is changing this time of the year and […]

August 19, 2022 As you heal, attention stops looking like love, attachment stops looking like connection, bare minimum stops looking like effort, enmeshment stops looking like intimacy and trauma-bonding-tribe stops looking like support. Anonymous When your plate is already full, it doesn’t make sense to heap more on.  When your plate is already full and […]

August 17&18,  2022 Today on the way to the supermarket I realized that my radio station is still on the religious channel I told you about yesterday.  I got to listen to 2 sermons, one on the way to the store and one on the way home. The first was about the sin of omission, […]

August 16, 2022 On my way to the supermarket I noticed that my favorite radio station had been changed.  I usually listen to the local station of Andrews University because I like their classical music.  If I happen to be in the car on Saturday they broadcast their church service and usually there is always […]

August 15, 2022 When life disturbs me I consciously narrow my focus, which means I purposefully Self-restrict. I shut out more and more of my life until I can focus on some aspect over which I do have control.  Last night was one of those nights when everything was flying through my mind. I’m getting […]

August 14, 2022 “If we were to walk in the woods and a spring appeared just when we became thirsty, we would call it a miracle. And if on a second walk, if we became thirsty at just that point again, and again the spring appeared, we would remark on the coincidence. But if that […]

August 13, 2022 I came into this life knowing that I did not want to add to the degradation of humanity. My focus from as long as I can remember has been on being the best that I could be. I refused to swear, as these words have frequencies that downgrade humanity.  In fact, because […]

August 12, 2022 Today is Montauk Day and thus the official birth of the world.  I hope you have read Montauk: Alien Connection as there is a lot of interesting supernatural things to think about.   It is challenging to realize that Duncan, Preston and Al are all gone, although Duncan hangs around our home from […]

August 11, 2022 Kabbalah says that humans can consciously blend the nonphysical and physical in ways that other life forms cannot. The shamans of indigenous people knew/know how to do this. I had one client who told me that she was camping in the Southwest and came upon Natives doing a ceremony.  She watched from […]

August 10, 2022 Finding common ground with any person is not that difficult. Staying on common ground is more than challenging. Tragedies push people past their superficial differences into what really matters. Then they resurface into their everyday lives. Perhaps people are not challenged deep enough—their horizontal challenges do not keep them fulfilled and perhaps […]

August 9, 2022 I’ve often said that people like me until they get to know me but I think this applies to  most people, not just to me. It can be enjoyable to have a surface level conversation with the majority of people. You can leave thinking that you had a nice interaction. When you […]

August 8, 2022 The news services seem to be filled with stories of people of all ages dying in all kinds of unexpected ways. Almost every day we hear of people drowning or being pulled from Lake Michigan.  I’ve seen stories of why Michigan doesn’t have enough life guards but my bigger question is why […]

August 7, 2022 A couple of years ago the Hebrew letter Mem Sofit jumped off the page and went into my mind. I had no intention of studying this letter in any way, shape or form. Looking at the Hebrew AlephBet I would have said it was one of the most boring looking letters ever. […]

August 5&6,  2022 I witnessed a supernatural event today.  I left early to go to the supermarket and on my way I noticed a car not too far behind me. Soon, it was on my bumper and I realized I was a few miles under the speed limit. I increased my speed just a little, […]

August 4, 2022 Perhaps because it’s summer or just perhaps, it seems like the news feeds are highlighting an extraordinary number of programming icons/entertainers and of course the new thing which is social influencers. Many of the social influencers tell tales of what they used to do, how much they now make, free gifts and […]

August 3,  2022 When I first started to step outside of my metaphysical closet, I was astounded to find that most people interested in metaphysics held belief systems completely opposite of what I knew to be true. In general, they were  more interested in psychic phenomena and things such as crystals, tarot cards and amulets […]

August 2, 2022 I did not grow up in the information age. I grew up when every home with children was supposed to have at least one set of encyclopedias and you knew how to use the Dewey Decimal System for research in your local library. I felt very isolated in my quest of metaphysical […]

August 1, 2022 Supernatural events.  Most people are intrigued with anything unexplained or that seemingly defies the known laws of nature. During the past few years of uncertainty of Covid, many people were hoping for a so-called miracle to turn the events to their liking. It doesn’t matter which side you were on, you wanted […]

July 31, 2022 The controllers are a formidable opponent that you can use to find your own internal weak mind-patterns that need strengthening.  Hating them does not make them go away. Hate destroys the vessel, which is you, and feeds their negative mind-patterns which is exactly what they want.  Hate, as well as all negative […]

July 30, 2022 When I was growing up, I learned about the agrarian age, the industrial age and was told next would be the information age. I never fathomed that the information age would cause such chaos with the proliferation of misinformation. And then misinformation would become an almost criminal offense. Even the definition of […]

July 28, 2022 There many, many people who want to be dependent, usually due to low Self-worth issues. When I first started teaching I physically did so much to help people, to the point of helping them clean and clear out their homes if this is what they needed.  I eventually realized that instead of […]

July 26, 2022 People are so busy declaring their independence that they do not realize that independence does not mean freedom, it means isolation. This translates into each person out for him/her Self and is perpetuated everywhere you look. Regardless if it is finances, health or relationships, people think the pie of life is limited […]