Bizarre things happen all the time. Especially when you are a bizarre person. Average people produce average results, extraordinary people produce extraordinary results, out there people produce out there results. Which one are you? All of them. Don’t hide from yourself.
Why do we hide from ourselves? fear? fear of what? acceptance? rejection? accepting the rejection? or rejecting the acceptance? it sounds complicated, but its two words – accept and reject, they are very simple words, but yet the emotional snowball that deciding om one or the other can cause within us is far from simple. It took my mother 3 years to decide and purchase wood flooring. Im not saying I havent struggled with a decision, but how could any new flooring be worse than old stinky dirty carpet?
I keep on being pointed to and revolve a lot of my thinking to a ever evolving chemistry of life and its manifestations. You have to accept the past, it happened already – you did it. Sure a lot deny the past, regret it too. But your hiding yourself even more. You’re hiding from something you cant change. So what can you do? You keep moving forward, but the cycle repeats. You must release, you must forgive. But we are complicated people. I’ll admit something here – my ego, my ego when doing releasing work. What do I mean? You put someone on a golden altar to forgive them, but I realized at some points, I put them on the altar to blame them. Its the greatest coverup right? You’re doing an exercise to improve your life by forgiving and releasing that person, in the end you forgive and release yourself. Putting myself up there was a part that I couldn’t solidify in some ways. This might be a poor choice of words, maybe digest is a better word. In my life/world digest is probably perfect. Ive used the term self responsibility before many times, or the importance of growing up the child within. So i would think why do I not properly digest forgiving and releasing myself? If I dont properly digest this about myself what am I not properly digesting about other people that I put on the altar? Remember you can’t blame someone for what you attracted.
I accept, I reject, I sit the the sideline, i play the game, I move forward but you get hit to one side you get hit to the other you get upset, you get angry, but you need to realize why. Do you think a priest will go to heaven because he spoke the word of god every sunday? The priest sure does. Do you feel the same way when you do release work, that just because you’re doing it, it will work? I’ve always expected some type of instant fix, always hoped for one at least. I can say doing the work definitely chips away at issues, sometimes big sometimes small. Next time you do the golden altar ask OverSoul to help you feel for that frequency that you need to align.
Im having difficulty explaining myself here because its not like im trying to show you two points on a map and how I got from one place to another, its because im trying to show you a lot of stars and how i connected them to make a constellation. Its not a simple chord on a guitar but its an elaborate array of notes that make a beautiful song. We are all beautiful songs, and gorgeous works of arts, but we have solidified thick layers of self frequency interruptions that we hide behind. The phrase its time to face the music sounds scary but the music is yours. Face yourself forgive yourself you are free listen to your own song.