Every time I’m due to go away, life seems to go on hold the week or so before. I’m in that time now and I don’t like it. I’m rather scatter brained and it keeps coming through my writing. I’ve spent the day talking to OverSoul and have had guidance taking me deep within.
Do you ever feel as though you’re working around an issue, when what you really want to do is just get in there and sort it out?
I’ve been delving deeply within into fear. Relaxing into fear is not easy and this time I had excellent guidance telling me repeatedly ‘did you feel that? that’s resistance, let go’ and so on. As I worked through it I found a huge well of shame. I can feel it, I know what it is, I know where it comes from. I also understand what could happen when I release it, but can I release it now? No. I want to though. What did occur was a significant rolling lump of fear that moved up and just kept rolling up and out. That was rather awesome and I wanted more. Nope.
This is reflective of what’s going on in life currently. I’m on hold. So I changed my work out at the gym, a little, this morning and that felt great. But this feeling of life on hold keeps pervading. In less than a week I’ll be in Sydney for the doTERRA Convention. It’s just a short trip, but this ‘holding’ lead up is the same no matter how long I go away for. Maybe it’s time to get my suitcase out and start packing. Gosh, that’ll take all of 10mins.
Do you ever feel this?
What do you do to shake life up?
Do you talk to OverSoul or a ‘higher connection’?
Are you willing to dive into fear and see what’s going on?
What about shame?
Why do think so many people ignore these feelings?
If you’re in Australia, will I be seeing you next week?